寂寞难耐^^

who can help me..i don noe why suddenly feel stress n unhappy+++sad..why i will feel like tat..he promised me will take me go gaigai when he get the salary on august but must wait a long time..i don wan==think about today's morning,feel helpless when i arrive the school hall is ady late,but i didnt hav chair n my class was locked up ady..thx godness si jia tell me at the back got some chair,so i take it n sit beside feng..55==n thx feng n ting..n thx there is a space beside them..why my classmates so selfish..she can help me take the chair n she can tell them dont locked up the door but she didnt..i hate her..why i hav a classmate like tat..i ever say tat if someone treat me nice,i will oso treat her/him nice..hope her can realise what she do..now,when recess,i also go down myself bcaz don wan to face him..but we still in the same class..she look like poor but she giv me suffer a lot of loneliness when form1,2,n3..now,she noe the taste or not..i noe maybe she relly pretty n rich than me,but it cannot prove anything..ok～～don be so proud..我要做一只打不死的苍蝇!!i wan get flying colour in trial exam..i can do it!!